wishing on a prayer

How can life go from so up to so down in the blink of an eye eh?

I visited my friend who lost her wonderful dad 2 weeks ago, and she is so broken with grief. I felt totally useless and for once had no words to share. I just hugged and listened and hoped I was of some use. I just wish I could take some of her hurt away, but I am not fool enough to think there is a way to do that. If she is reading this, I would tell her I love her and will always be here for her ~ but she knows that anyway I hope.

Tomorrow is D~day for my other best friend. I think she is holding it together better than I am to be honest. I can't even bear to imagine if she has to hear the words 'you have cancer'. Have done it once with a good friend, but to do it again so soon???? I wishing on a prayer for her....

I have felt very alone these past few days, my husband is away working so have no adult conversation to keep me sane, also it means no company other than the kids so have too much time to sit and think which is not a good thing right now.

Anyway I fear I am just rambling, will write again soon.xx